hey there miss sunshine can you help me

I puked.

And it feels terrible.

The moment everything came out through my oesophagus, I was hoping that I am anorexic.

However to my dismay, I know I'm absolutely not.

Call me, The Absolute Fatness.

I did the third D&T assignment for that Sec One kid.

I hope Facebook will quit sending me Are YOU Sexy email.

Why is Bones screwing every man except for Booth? I'm so not motivated to finish the next season already.

With &hearts
vhyx

Bones should be with Booth.

Stevens should be with Karev.

Arghs!

Eva Mendes arrived at my house this morning.

I couldn't find any house keys at home (as usual) so I let her in through the metal grills of my window.

With &hearts
vhyx

I heard a new song today.

I have no idea what the title is.

~~I'll reward anybody who can find that song for me.~~

" @#$#%$^ NEW DIRECTIONS #$#%%^^*^& LOOK BACK"

Cannot be done right? ):

***

My beloved grandparents are sad now.

Grieving over the death of Ohkia (also known as Xiao Hei), the Black dog.

He met with a car accident.

Made it back home, puked blood and died.

So touching.

My genius little cousin asked, 我們以後可以去拜牠嗎？

With &hearts
vhyx

I think I should really get my butt off the couch and stop watching movies and dramas.

I should go out and get myself involved with anybody.

I should get a boyfriend like seriously.

And then a girlfriend, if the boyfriend dumps me.

I want a hamsen boyfriend and a chio girlfriend.

I is fat and short and black and almost failed my english. You want me not? ):

LOL.

And I have a part-time lover, although I know she's not serious about it.

And she's way too hot to be mine. She's one-and-a-half-timing her boyfriend. That makes me the two-and-a-half party.

She is really drop dead gorgeous.

Like my S.M. (:

Ok. I'm gonna get back to Bones and then Sharapova and Ivanovic's match replay at 3.30am.

With &hearts
vhyx

And you have a fucking problem with that?

You better not have.

Because ShermL calls me Princess Vannie.

Just let me be bimbotic for 2 seconds. Thanks.

With &hearts
vhyx

Being an ADULT, is SO overrated.

Being a responsible adult, is MORE overrated.

Being a sick responsible adult reporting to work punctually when you're still a kid, is MUCH MORE overrated.

It is no fun at all. ):

Unless I get my pay at this instant.

I'm a cheap labour. ))))))))):

I've just submitted my JAE application.

I've made the decision in just 10 minutes.

My entire life.

I'm scared. Because I have no idea what will happen in the near future.

Randoms: I love SLUT.

I was appearing offline and saw Slut signing in and felt this sudden gush of love within me. Oh man. You're the best Slut ever.

With &hearts
vhyx

I had fun today! (:

Watched 27 Dresses again, the FULL version. *stares dagger at Abooboo*

Had dinner at Marriot, and played 10384574 times of Photo Hunt at Cineleisure.

I have no idea how the hell would I get fat if gohyx wouldn't.

Like seriously!

If you had seen her at a buffet, you should know what I mean.

Ok. I think it's because she shits as much as she eats.

And then and then and then! I had a shock of my life.

LIKE OMFG. A SUDDEN NEWS THAT I'VE YET TO RECOVER FROM!

I'm still as traumatised as the moment the truth was being exposed and revealed to me.

But I'm happy for you ok? (: If you ever see this.

I wonder, how long do I have to wait for another fun night like this.

I love this man. The O'rgasm Levels had ripped us off all freedom and fun.

We were like zombies, a walking dead.

I'm full of LIFE now. Heeeeeees!

Anyway, I'm not too happy about my results already.

Because everybody around me is like, 9-12 pointers!

I saw Da V AGAIN! She is drop dead gorgeous.

I'm starting to yearn for a decent relationship and friendship. ):

With &hearts
vhyx

I'm so freaking exhausted.

I was ~~woken up~~ freaked out by my air-conditioner in my room.

It switched on and off by its own for umpteen times!

And then. I NEED A NEW BAG!

My Puma is getting from hot pink to beige. *embarrassed*

Dad wants me to take interior architecture and design, he doesn't want me to go JC.

Oh well.

My ankle hurts like a shit but I don't know what kinda doctor should I consult.

I'm gonna leave it and let miracles happen, like it did yesterday. (:

I'm gonna meet gohyx and brendak and anggp later.

It has been a year, I bet, since I last went out with them for movies.

With &hearts
vhyx

I was so stupid before I left house.

I couldn't find my house key despite me looking for it for 15 minutes.

And then I called my neighbour to get me out of the house using the set of spare keys at her house.

So stupid and embarrassing.

I can't believe that I worried for nothing.

I can't believe it man. I'm so gonna sleep till afternoon when I have to meet T-rex at her school for coffee with Ah-me (I've decided to create another short form for her because she doesn't like the previous one.) and T-rex.

Ah-me was so nice. She came to the school! (((((((((:

And we had dinner together. Fun. (:

I'm facing the worst nightmare ever.

The only subject I screwed up was ENGLISH.

Screw "What's your favourite food" and "What will you miss in Singapore".

Blarhs!!!! Standards of English shouldn't be determined by these!

I'm so mad at myself.

OMFG.

I'm proud. Super proud of both of my Humans and both of my Maths.

I AM SUPER HAPPY.

If only I can get the grades of prelims for English.

I'll be a tad happier.

I'm so sorry to those people who called me and I couldn't speak sense earlier on.

I'm all right now.

Brendak the genius (she has 8 distinctions.) really calls me by my chinese name now! So cute.

Cute DY has 7 distinctions. Bel and Mitch too. Laineleow has 6. Well done man! It's like super well done. I should've studied harder.

I feel so exhausted now. ):

And to get rid of my dark eye rings, I'm going to sleep now.

THANKS TO ALL THE SWEET SMSes THAT MADE ME FEEL TONS BETTER!

With &hearts
vhyx

You know, it's really fantastic that you can find the someone who's exactly compatible with you.

Saves the trouble and misery of yourself and the others.

If you can find someone who is extremely compatible with yourself, you won't have to mix around with people out of your league and people who are not within your league don't have to compromise and shortchange.

Which is great.

But the only pity is that, if you're lucky enough to find someone so compatible that you no longer have to give in, you'll start to be egoistic and forget all about tolerating and compromising anybody who's not within your league.

I'm not making sense anymore.

I can't even think right now.

I haven't have any coffee today.

I need caffeine! Like seriously!

I apologise for the 3837047459 posts today.

Paranoia is building up.

I'm so gonna die of being too paranoid and nervous and freaked out and whatever-you-can-think-of.

And please. This is my only outlet.

Now I'm going to have an emotional outburst.

So fuck off if you think that you're not mature enough to handle this and you're going to retort.

If you hate me so much, don't even bother to "stumble across my blog so accidentally".

Just fuck off and lead your happy life. Everyone.

With &hearts
vhyx

My mum's phone has to be defective now. Yes. Today. The Judgement Day.

How do I contact her? OMFG.

Hey! It's that the harbinger of my doom?

Tell me, I'm thinking too much.

A couple of hours left and I'm gorging myself with tons of tau sah piah and the carton full of HL Milk. Oh man.

Stomach cringes and then expands. At the same time I feel butterflies being released into my tummy and the jittery and the fluttery.

What is this?

I can do it. I must do it. I want to do it!

I'm up to something illegal. Oooooooooops!

Am I not supposed to say that out?

But for the sake of baby and myself. I'll do it!

With &hearts
vhyx

Today is the day.

Today is The Judgement Day.

I have a few hours left probably to my doom, and here I am, letting somebody's ego thrives on my words.

I am bloody scared.

I dread disappointment more than lousy grades actually.

I pinned no hope, because I'm afraid that I'll either get too complacent or depressed.

And for a pessimist, I'm considered quite optimistic.

Oh yes! If I'm going to continue living after tomorrow, my only wish is that Nic will do all the drawings for her art and D&T from tomorrow onwards. Because I'm quite sick of helping her every week. ):

P.s: I have a baby.

P.ss: It's mini and delicate.

P.sss: It's being delivered this evening.

P.ssss: It's red in colour.

With &hearts
vhyx

MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE!

Took over the work today and spent the entire morning watching 東方之珠. Charmaine Sheh is so adorable. She has da dshe dtou in the show.

Last night, I've decided that I prefer Louis Vuitton to Gucci. Especially the monogram series. I'm super high-maintenance.

Also, I've decided to get a baby lab. If I can persuade my mum. I love baby lab.

I is very much in love with the P.S I Love You poster and bookmark and book! Swank is LOVE.

Screw EW cinema for lying! 27 Dresses has sneaks on 20th and why not today? WTH?

And out of 365 days in a year, the premiere has to be on The Judgement Day?

I force myself to be really nice because I believe my ankle will get better if I'm really nice. I believe in K-A-R-M-A.

I learnt to speak cantonese! I is a smart girl. hou lek!

With &hearts
vhyx

I've changed my incoming call alert to One Missed Call ringtone and I forgot about it completely.
T-rex called me this afternoon. (I shall not mention that she was trying to change the meeting place from HCJC to AMK to Dhoby Ghaut to City Hall then to AMK again and finally to City Hall. )
Of course, my phone rang. *One Missed Call ringtone plays*
And I jumped. Literally jumped.Oh. My phone doesn't know how to vibrate.The first thing I did was to look behind me to make sure I'm alone in the elevator.
How stupid.
And I think I freaked out the passengers on the bus who had watched One Missed Call because I had 5 missed calls.
Which means One Missed Call ringtone played 5 times, full length.
I think those people were busy checking their phones, in case they are the next victim.

See. This many people (and many more) found my blog while googling for "I feel like I just found out my favourite love song was written about a sandwich."

-Quoted from 27 Dresses.

I love that chic flick.

Please watch it with me many many many times.

Oh. Not to mention, a few people from a-country-that-shall-be-remained-unnamed found my blog while googling for "veiny women" and "hot asians".

Why would they? So sick!

With &hearts
vhyx

I was so confused and upset a while ago.

So depressed. I stared out of the bus window during the congestion because of Thaipusam.

Instead of being curious because I've never seen it, other than in photographs, I actually wept because I was too depressed.

I didn't dare to look around because I'm afraid those people would find me weird.

OK. Perhaps they already found me weird but I don't want to see them staring at me.

It felt so terrible and lonely. So I texted Loved.

Good thing she replied to my darn text message.

If not I'll probably die of grief on the bus.

Oh man. T-rex is so sweet. (:

I learnt my lesson.

I shouldn't pry into people's privacy.

Because it only made me more confused than ever.

And then, I was uber upset because of the confusion.

I like chic flicks.

But I have no friends to watch chic flicks with. ):

Abooboo loves horror. And I dread watching horror.

Thursday.

Pull it through.

With &hearts
vhyx

I think I sprained my right ankle while sleeping.

Fucking hurts.

I've just watched 27 Dresses.

It's fantastic as hell.

I wanna watch it 2 more times.

A chic flick, my favourite kinda movie.

Oh yes. Because I don't get it in the realistic and pragmatic life.

It sucks, and chic flicks rock!

And I think, Cloverfield is too dramatic.

Too many dangerous creatures to handle.

And then I've skipped L Word Season 4.

L Word Season 5 is hilariously hilarious.

Kate Moennig has veiny hands and arms. Sexaye.

She's on cleanse and meditates in Season 5.

I hate shopping spree with budget, seriously.

Ok. I am going to start with a new HK serials.

Because I'm done with Survival's Laws II and helplessly fell in love with Ella Koon.

Oh yes. My all-time favourite. Charmaine Sheh in this retro serials with Lisa Wang and "Ah Wang". Oh melts. I'm gonna steal the calendar at my workplace because Sheh's so sexy in that photograph.

2 more days to judgement day.

I wanna pull through it.

Pray that I'd be alive till then.

But even if I stayed alive to report about my grades, I won't pretend that my L1R4 is my L1R5.

That's for losers!

I feel sorry for Loved.

Because Sucker wouldn't give it a rest.

Live in your fairy-tale, don't bother showing off your newly found relationship.

Because we don't give a damn.

Love is so not about telling the whole world. Even if it's meant to be discreet, it'll still be great if you live it and love it.

And to hell with your love for R&B. C-O-P-Y-C-A-T-S.

Ok. I have to meet T-rex. Bye bye.

With &hearts
vhyx

I want this shirt! >.<

And this!

By Marc Jacobs.

I feel broke and I feel broken. Like completely.

I need money. So, please rain money tomorrow.

I'm so worried about ~~friday~~ THURSDAY!

But I'm glad that blog revived.

***

I have One Missed Call ringtone. But I dare not listen to it yet.

LOL. I is a coward!

With &hearts
vhyx

"i wonder why they call female dog bitches . shd call van what"

THIS is NOT a very nice thing to say to your friend especially she's not feeling THAT happy to joke around.

Take note.

I guess this is the reason why I need a girl-good-friend so badly.

And girls at 17 don't wear Vandals for CNY. Whatever.

I feel shitty, crappy.

I'm gonna cry.

Fuck. I'm crying.

Bye.

With &hearts
vhyx

I think I suck.

And that explains the fear.

And being too paranoid.

And for thinking too much before I indulge myself into responsibilities.

And considering too much before I step into every relationships and friendships.

Extreme thinking.

But does anybody care to tell me who on earth can I trust?

The one I loved and cared and trusted most left me like anyone else.

Perhaps, stranger than strangers.

It wasn't space and time that made us what we are now.

It wasn't.

I finally understood.

And I won't blame myself for the consequences anymore.

With &hearts
vhyx

I've been stoning at the screen.

Chasing 律政新人王II and Grey's Anatomy. (:

And then after talking to ShemL, the pain went away a little.

I've decided, even for the worst.

If I screwed things up this friday and miracles didn't happen, I'll go away.

I'll just go away and hide on a piece of land where nobody knows me by my name.

I have to start anew if I were to be screwed up this friday.

Sibeh Man said "he" is going to hug me when I return for training in one piece.

That'll be on 19th next month already. First training after CNY.

With &hearts
vhyx

"OOOOOOOOHHHHHH!" My mum squealed.

I turned back, expecting her to point to the huge slimy-looking lizard on the floor.

But to my astonishment, she pointed at my hair.

Oh yeah. She just realized the change in the colour. Because she'd been thinking that I dyed red. -.-

Now she discovered the light purple. She's gonna squeal 2 more times as she takes a closer look. I'm prepared for that man!

EK<3

With &hearts
vhyx

Hello. My name is Sibeh Lian.

I'm completely proud of the Sibeh family. (:

I can't name them all yet, because all the names are subjected to changes without any prior notice.

But I'm sure that Sibeh Lian will be my name because my aunt, Sibeh Cute named me.

Oh yes. My brother's name has also been confirmed. "His" name is Sibeh Man. "He" is officially 12 days old now. (:

Sibeh Man! You should join us for dinner as often as possible!

But don't read newspapers while you walk!

And, I'm not related to Sibeh Sian at all.

I had a bad day at work. ):

It's getting a little bored.

Ok. I should continue working.

Results released on Friday.

I wanna die before that.

My heart can't stop pounding.

I want to die.

So Nic went to watch Cloverfield with her friend whom, by chance is an actor.

So cute. She texted me halfway through the show and complained that she's stuck in a horrible movie.

I asked if it's about Godzilla. She replied, "No! It's not about Gorilla." -.-

And anyway I've heard from 6 people so far about the movie. It's 50-50.

I think I'll just download it and save the money for the third visit for P.s: I Love You.

With &hearts
vhyx

I have black hair.

My head is pounding real hard.

I think the brain is going to jump out and my eyes are gonna pop out.

I'll become real stupid and blind.

With &hearts
vhyx

Bid goodbye to Beach-babe-brown-hair.

Say hello to goofy-dark-brown-hair.

I'm watching Grey's Anatomy Season ONE!

Oh my god. It's really amazing.

I nonchalantly remarked that I may want to study medicine because I wanna be a doctor (Ahems! Grey's too inspiring!).

And my dad, too nonchalantly reminded me that I too timid to kill a cockroach let alone cutting someone open.

I stared at him for the longest time. Like STARE!

Uh huh. I think he's got a problem with his male chauvinism.

And that's bad. Because he's the only man in the family and nobody is ever gonna side him.

Weets. It's GIRL POWER!

Oh yes. I got a new phone by the way.

My sister got the phone she really could die for.

We (mummy, aunt and me) got it for her as her birthday present.

Frigging good 200bucks. Well done.

And my heartache got worst because of my sister's words.

I almost burst into tears. She has no idea how upset she made me.

But now, I have no time for that.

I have to mentally prepare myself for the release of O'rgasm Levels results.

And do the homework. You see, I desperately need 109 reasons to persuade my dad to get me a Macbook instead of Dell's.

He said he's an ATM. Which is so not true!

I have to be nice to him. Like real nice. I'll get him an Anything-present anytime.

And this made me sound like a sucker. Oh no. I'm nice to my dad by the way.

It's just that at this critical moment, I have to be extra nice.

With &hearts
vhyx

Did I mention about heartache?

The sharp pain in my puny heart that's killing me softly and slowly.

I invented my own therapy, called The Distraction.

I do everything else except to think about the reason that caused the excruciating pain in my heart which I have yet to decide on which is the main factor.

I already drank 3 cups of coffee since 12pm.

I've been watching and pausing House of Wax because it's too spooky and I think my weak heart can't stand it.

I've been stoning at my beautiful wallpaper.

I'm starting on a new season of Grey's Anatomy, hoping to be nursed using the morphine they have in the show.

And then I've again picked up reading because I have new books to munch on.

I visited Neopets!

I texted Abooboo because I think I'm gonna die of this heartache so I'm telling her my last words. She told me we're The Troubled Kid. And she failed her 2.4km run. -.-

I'm keeping my mind occupied by deciding on my hair colour tomorrow, which I think will be dark brown that is VERY close to black. Sigh. I've decided not to be ah lian anymore.

Somehow, I really feel like going to the Lesbian Party. ):

Oh. The Distraction has another name called, Avoiding.

P.s: I think it sucks to see sucky people to have girlfriend/boyfriend and I don't. ):

P.ss: I think I suck more, that's why.

P.sss: I think the heartache is going to transform me into another persona.

P.ssss: A persona that differs from the persona in real life.

P.sssss: I don't want to live anymore *drama*. ):

P.ssssss: I think women who have veiny hands are very SEXAYE!

With &hearts
vhyx

I love Lexie in Grey's Anatomy!

Burg is an idiot not to marry Christina. How throw face was it to be left at the altar.

It's incredibly embarrassing. >.<

And Montgomery is gone! OMG. How am I gonna survive watching Grey's now? Awww. Montgomery is sizzling hot. Lexie tooo!

***

I downloaded House of Wax and I dare not watch it with my headphones on.

So I can't watch it now. Because I'm alone and my sisters are sleeping right next to me.

***

I'm touched because BenL remembers my birthday after me not talking to him for probably 17 years?

Text me on my birthday, people. If you still love me that is.

***

I saw 11.11pm just now.

And according to some superstitions and make-believe, somebody is missing you if you see the 11.11. Heeees. Miss me. Miss me!

***

"Due to the recent surge in accidents related to drink driving and reckless driving..with the 18-29 year old group making up the biggest percentage. In the interest of safety, we have decided to revise the legal age limit to learn how to drive and raise it to 21 years old."

WTF?! They might as well raise it to 30? As if it will make a difference. I'm so gonna migrate. I can't smoke here, I can't drive here, I can't even grumble about my unhappiness.

Blarhsss. I wanna drive!

***

I'm gonna make K promise me that he's gonna bring me to any party that Zouk has and NUM is the organiser.

I just read from his blog that he missed a Lesbian Party. I WANT TO GO!

***

I ended waking up and asked myself.

"Why me? Why here? Why this life?"

There are days when I feel extra miserable, when I feel I can't connect to my family and don't feel like sharing the problems with my friends (not that I have any trustworthy enough.) and I started to ponder about such questions.

And it so happened that, today is the day I asked myself this question.

I've been too emotional these days. I have to stop it or I'll scare everyone off.

With &hearts
vhyx

"Kill this jerk," I said.

Since I'm completely in charge of this Save-The-World-and-Kill-The-Jerks campaign, I'm responsible for any A-hole on this beautiful planet (not that I've seen a prettier planet with Gucci wallets and Louis Vuitton bags and Calvin Klein briefs that I yearned to get.)

And then I said,

"Kill me first!"

Yes, that's right.

Me. The pathetic existence.

The jerkass soul, captured in a tiny frame.

The docile look (perhaps to some people) may probably be as fake as Paris Hilton's boobs.

Like seriously.

I have this mental vision of me standing on top of the stairs outside Marina Square and yell, BE MY FRIEND at this huge crowd of strangers. And all I get to see is them sniggering at me and the crowd will gradually disperse with muffled murmurs and fingers pointing at me because they've heard more than enough about this jerk who's acting like a berserk maniac out there in town as if she's sincerely seeking for a true friendship (if it even exists).

Tell me, I'm the second most jerkass person on earth you've ever met.

I'll believe you.

With &hearts
vhyx

I feel like I've got friends again.

One Missed Call is pretty frightening.

Especially those "people" one will see before they die.

It's super eerie.

omfg. It's like the Joker in Batman's series.

They are much more freaky than the ghost itself.

The baby! Omg lar! It's so so so damn scary.

And there's this corpse. I have no idea whether I should be scared or not. I think it's the female lead's mother. She tried to save the lead. But apparently she's dead yet she keeps sending letter to apologize to the female lead.

And then the female lead is so OLD. She's 30 in real life, and 18 in the movie.

She has a son! Audio Science Clayton. Oh man. What a name!

Happy Birthday to T-rex. (:

She really did remember to call me and remind me to tap my ez-link.

I was super traumatized because I forgot to tap it TWICE!

Shall I mention "heartache" again? Grrrrrs. I must remember to tap it EVERYTIME!

Abooboo. Don't be sad.

Seriously I didn't know how to react when you said that just now.

It's just, kinda out of my league.

Man. We'll be very very very nice to you.

With &hearts
vhyx

When I started watching Grey's Anatomy, I aspired to become a surgeon. (My ambition is to become a UBER FAMOUS photographer by the way.)

And then when I finished watching Grey's Anatomy, I changed my mind.

I cringed at the idea of cutting somebody open and wriggle my hand through all the muscles and veins.

But still, it's a super cool profession. I'll get my child to do it.

With &hearts
vhyx

I've been trying to get over.

I've been avoiding anything that will trigger those pleasant and incredibly sweet memories.

Because I'm afraid that if it happens, I can't let you go. I'll cling onto you and beg for your return. I think that will be the last thing you ever wanted. I know.

I'll do things that I'm expected of.

I don't know if I can, but I'm trying to.

I still miss you. Believe it or not, it doesn't matter anymore. Because you doubt every word I've said.

***

Abooboo. Please go for the movie.

It's T-rex's birthday.

And it's horror movie. *shudders*

With &hearts
vhyx

The L Word Season 5! I want! Mia Kirshner finally got a decent hairstyle.

And man! I've yet to finish Season 3 and Season 4.

Because I can't get over the fact that Dana's dying. ):

The producers promise tons of hot wild sex in Season 5 because the fans complained that there wasn't enough in Season 4. *cutesy*

Now I've found people who share the same interest. (:

Mummy and Aboo boo!

I'll lend it to you, Daddy. Only after your BIG O'rgasm Levels.

***

T-rex is consistently drunk.

I think it's time for her to get sober.

With &hearts
vhyx

I think I'm fairly retarded.

Social retard, maths retard, etc.

Juno was great.

Juno wrote me a note.

Ok. Like I've said. I'm fairly retarded.

There. Proved it.

It must be the aftermath of the deprived of sleep and very fun chalet activities.

Lastly, if you're a staff member of Macdonald's fastfood franchise chain.

Please propose to your boss not to boycott any customers staying at NSRCC Safra Chalet.

It's not very nice to tell your customer to call back later because you're very busy after enquiring on our address.

We were truly very hungry, and isn't Macdonald's providing an ISLAND-WIDE delivery service?

And we know that you're not very busy because it's 4am in the morning. Who's very busy then? Other than our tummies busy rumbling.

Sigh. Kill me already.

I always regret things I did, and things I'm doing.

Because I regret almost immediately and it's too late to even stop.

Kill me already. ):

With &hearts
vhyx

I can't believe Abooboo gave me a blog with only one post!

It was tons of fun.

I'm explicitly exhausted.

With &hearts
vhyx

Somebody finally posted the lousy-cam version of Ps I Love You.

One great kind soul! Love love love love love.

Till I'm back. Byebye!

With &hearts
vhyx

I've got rich taitai customer!
Pretty and friendly. (:

I'm losing interest in blogging because my language is getting from bad to worse.
I can't cure that. I think I'm getting more stupid.
Help me please.

I'm constantly blog-hopping.

I'm still reading blogs with bad english.

Oh! That explains why my english is deteriorating!

Mama says it's time to get some clothes for new year.

She says I don't have to get branded stuff.

But since when did I start getting branded clothings?

I like to close all windows and stare at my wallpaper nowadays.

PS I Love You and Juno is airing on the same day.

Valentine's day.

Arghs. Ok. I've gotta find someone to watch with me, since I have no boyfriend/girlfriend/best friend.

I think Minibean is cute.

Like her mama!

With &hearts
vhyx

Booooooooooooooozeeeee.

I need some booze.

Italian Job and The Interview.

The first one was a kickarse movie while the latter is i-don't-know-how-to-comment-because-i-hardly-get-it.

After watching The Interview, I am even more puzzled why Jude Law would ever cheat on Sienna Miller because she is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS. I like Jude Law a little less now.

Pretty pretty Sienna Miller. *mmeellttss*

Oh yes, great news.

I just found out that I'm not pregnant.

And because of that, I'm looking less forward to chalet unless I figure out how to use a tampon properly before that.

With &hearts
vhyx

Coachie bought wu gui for me! Thank youuuuuuuu. (((((((((:

I've got a bloody ankle guard. My foot still hurts.

And then I think I have to get a new pair of Adidas training shoes.

I must learn to socialise. I must learn to talk to everyone.

I must learn to converse using proper words.

I must learn to talk to everyone.

I must make new friends.

I must.

I was freezing my ass off at CityLink before training.

My teeth wouldn't stop chattering.

MD had a good laugh at it. ):

I think I wanna get Valen and Show's album.

I think I wanna get the Nike towel.

I think I wanna get PS I Love You book with Hilary Swank as the cover. *melts*

And Laine! Think of me, and you'll pass Econs. (:

With &hearts
vhyx

I want cherry bomb in every bite.
Rich and lovely chocolate delight.
Mango kiss, not as sweet.
But good and plenty.

With &hearts
vhyx

I think I'm PMS-ing.
Everything in sight just pisses me off.

I'm apologetic to whoever I've screamed at, on MSN or face to face.

Whenever I recalled things that happened yesterday, I'll get more mad at myself.
Because I was so fucking stupid to do that.
So fucking idiotic.
I'll get smart.
I will never do any redundant things.
I'll do whatever I'm expected of.
Like, pretending to suffer from memory loss.

Just let me upgrade my fucking phone tomorrow.
I want everything to go so well that I don't have to pay a fucking cent.
But then again, I'm not exactly ready to let my old phone go.
I love it very much.

I've just created an account at Live Journal and Wordpress.
Whether I'll shift back to this blog or not, it doesn't matter.
Because nobody cares.
And seriously, I'm not SOMEBODY or SOMEONE or SOME PEOPLE.
Whatever happened to them might not happen to me.
And duh, I'll keep blogger because they are my memories.
Get it?

See...
I'm PMS-ing.
I feel like crying.
I was so mean and nasty.

With &hearts
vhyx

Had lunch at Pizza Hut with the chicas.
Weeeeets~~
We talked and laughed like we did before.
Miss that.
Brendak sponsored us to arcade after lunch.
Oh yeahs! I love street basketball. And GuitarFreaks!
And spot-the-difference game. Heeeeees.

I'd loved to do it again. You girls are my only friends.
Loves.
Oh yes. gohyx has an Armani watch that costs about 400 bucks. Feel free to rob her!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

With &hearts
vhyx

As much as I know, this is gonna be one of the random posts.

I saw the umpire I was obsessed with during West Zone at the carnival.
All right. She's from Sn**k*rs and she's no longer one of my fetish.

I think people ought to get over with their assumptions and presumptions. It's not like anyone ever encourages it, but it's thriving like nobody's business.

Derailed.
Raping scenes just freak me out. Completely.

I'm thinking of taking down the ads.
Too naive, cash doesn't just roll in.

With &hearts
vhyx

Playing with T*ngJ*n is almost like dream-came-true, then crushed.
Elbowed in the chest because of the height difference.
Idol.

I was so goddamn stupid.

Bad play. I could have done alot better.
I twisted my ankle.

With &hearts
vhyx

Uncle Money really bought me Starbucks coffeeeeeeeee! OMG. Venti some more! I've never had such large serving of Mocha before.
Additional of a packet of fries. He was afraid that I didn't have enough time to eat.
Wheeeeee~ So nice of him!

I'm so stupid!
I persuaded my sister to sing her school song to me.
And now, after 15 minutes.
She's still singing.
She refused to stop. RARRRRRRRR.

My MP3 is screwed AGAIN.
I'm so gonna sell it and get an iPod Nano.
(PRODUCT)red. I LOVE RED RED RED.

With &hearts
vhyx

I'm such a coward.
Till now, I've yet to download Final Destination Triology.
Because I haven't presuade myself to watch them and never dare to take a lift or take a ride on the roller coaster again.

And I remembered something Joelyn and I can't stop laughing about. Although Joelyn doesn't know the existence of this blog (Like my dearest brendak), she'll never get to see it. She said she wanna put this as her MSN nickname because we saw it at the Citylink underpass.
I actually have no idea what exactly it means, so yeah.

"I'm the one who renamed him as V which stands for victory and v*g*n*."

But we practically laughed at everything last night. I was high. UBER HIGH.
Laughed because Joelyn said she watched Hearts of Greed at Meishi's house.
Laughed because Meishi pretended that she has SCV.
Laughed because of The Noose. *laughs* Michelle Chong's Filipino accent is sooooo blardy funny!

OK. Laugh! Because I'm late for work already.

With &hearts
vhyx

I'm really tired. Exhausted.
I hope I won't die on Sunday.
It was a good laugh earlier on. Oh yeah man.

Amelia is uber zilian.
She talks to her own reflection!

Oh yar! While I was walking back home from the bus stop, there was a sound.
Like bullfrog. Oh my god. I was so freaked out. Because I felt the sound following me and it was getting closer bit by bit.
Hell! I think this monster was hiding in the drain. Rarrrrrrrrrrr. I almost ran. I was scared.

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

With &hearts
vhyx

Match Point

Usually, a match point is the final point needed to win your opponent. Oftenly used in a tennis game.

Match Point is a sexy movie starring in the sex icon, Scarlett Johansson.
It was such a revolting movie.
It was good initially.
Sensual, sexy and romantic.
Later on, it's just obligations, lust and lies.
I see no justice, no warmth in this movie.
Was it that the man was really good or the cops were simply goofballs?
Or perhaps, that is reality that they were portraying?
They say, it's more about luck than it's about hard work.
Men getting away with every crimes he'd committed, because of luck and of course, his wits.
Putting on a facade and fends off all aggressors who probably knew the truths.
Manipulating with feelings and emotions so everybody will pity him so that makes him the vulnerable one who needs all the protection and attention.
But the real pity is, he'd never be brutally honest to anybody, not even to the ones who are awfully close to him.
He'd never be truthful. Everything he said would be nothing but blatant lies.

With &hearts
vhyx

I miss brendak and gohyx and laineleow and stsy.

gohyx called earlier on and we talked about the past as well as the future.
The conversation got me a little emotional and almost caused an outburst.
I was on the verge of my tears. I nearly cried.
It was such a long way.
We fought, we had cold war, we joked, we laughed, we cried, we hated, we loved and then here we are now.
From The-fourofus to whatever we are left today.
I don't want us to drift.
I want you girls there when I (if I ever) get married, be there when I'm (if I ever again) having a housewarming, and not miss my (also, if I ever have) baby shower. Definitely, (this one sure got!) my funeral.
I love you girls. I really do.
Although I've never been an expressive friend, but I love you chicks deep down my heart.
You girls never abandon me for new friends. You girls always give in to me, the obstinate one. You girls always laugh at my jokes.
I love you girls always.
I hate to think about what's gonna happen.
I hate to live the life without you girls.
Love yous, gohyx and brendak (if she's ever gonna tumble across my blog and see this).
<33333333333333s xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I'm gonna cry now. *sniffs* Let's meet for lunch and dinner and bowling.

***

Fuck you.
Don't think you know anything about me and my life.
You know nuts.
Screw you and those bastards.
Those bastards. Watch out for karma.
You are contradicting yourself so much that everything you said didn't make sense.
Believe it either way.
Goodbye.

With &hearts
vhyx