I have so much tak-glam moments that I lost count.

Yes, even on Skype.

Thank god I have May to help me keep track.

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Crooked mouth is so funny.

FYI. May was 2 seats away from me while we Skype-d during the DYB thing.

Oh wells. That's usually what happens when you get uber bored.

Ok bye.

I had a fun day today! :D

Hung out with Tingpathy and gorgeous Lena who suddenly became my girlfriend.

I'm supposed to change the bedsheets because GF wanna come tomorrow for stayover. But that ass said she might not be able to come over.. Oh wells.

After the magical touch by May.

The hardwork.

Bye, off to meet another fucking deadline.

I officially hate deadlines, since 1991.

At least not in front of The Sisters.

Nobody takes me and my words seriously.

Why?

Lecturer R's work is not even half completed.

Lecturer CW's work is horribly half done.

I have yet to watch Red Cliff, Dark Knight (which according to J-bin is really really dark), The Strangers, Hellboy. 

My gooooodness! My life is so screwed please. ):

DSC Sub Comm Camp's on friday.

And I don't know why, but I'm scared. Sheesh. ):

wo du zi zhen de hen tong.

tong dao yao si diao liao.

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si liao...

I have a fucking disrespectful sister.

She think she's not ah-lian, when she's one big ah-lian.

Not to mention, she thinks she's one great christian.

No offence to all christians.

But spare me from all preaching, unless you're the pastor and I'm at the service.

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Right now, I have to choose between going to Taiwan with my aunt or to Bangkok with my classmates.

I must work and save so I can go to both Taiwan and Thailand.

JOBSJOBSJOBS.

Probably this determined the friendship, the barrier that was left there in between us intentionally.

Either you or me, or better still, both of us built up a defensive wall deliberately to avoid getting hurt.

You're within my grasp but I'd never get to you.

And initially, I really tried so hard.

I thought you're gonna be The Good Friend.

And then, it all happened.

Necessary or not, I don't know. 

But I truly want nothing to happen because I cherish you as a good friend.

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I said thrown away scraps because it looked as if we're the second batch that was picked up after the first batch was already chosen.

Meaning, we're not the best ones but since we're still needed in a way or another, we still got in anyhow.

But now, I realized that everybody got in!!

Which made me, dangs! I shouldn't be so sad in the first place!

Ohmyholychrist!

I love the ending!

Surprisingly, I've finished all the assignments.

But my acrylic painting looks really, pre-schoolish.

And I haven't done the final assignment.

Well done!

After god-knows-how-long, Dad came into the room to switch off my air-con while grumbling something about wasting resources and me not saving the poor dying earth. And something about me not deserving having air-con in my room. I didn't give a damn, too groggy to anyways. Dad just kept walking in and out of the room while yakking on and on to Mummy about me wearing long sleeve in the air-con room and that annoyed me so much that I couldn't sleep anymore.

I was so so so pissed! I was planning to do work later (which is now!) so I really needed the sleep.

But Mummy was damn cute please. I heard her reaction after Dad walked into my room for the umpteenth time while he was still grumpy, *GASPS* SHE SAID DON'T WAKE HER UP!!!! SHE NEEEEED TOOOOO DOOOO HEEERRR WOOORRRRKKK!

Wahaha! So funny! 

OK. They've already said that I'm easily amused.

One more thing.

A phone call disrupted the sleep.

Got into Sub Comm.

Not exactly elated.

Just felt that I got picked up from the thrown-away scraps.

I can feel this friendship diminishing.

I don't want that to happen.

You no longer give in to whatever unreasonable request I have, which I know, you are not obligated to.

But, I loved it when I had you to fall back on.

You were only person who would listen to my endless whining.

I didn't cherish, did I?

It's too late, isn't it?

All of it gonna be in the history, right?

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I need a boyfriend.

Find me one, if not, be one.

Extremely foul mood.

Byebye.

I'm not the smartest, neither are you.

You don't have to prove that you know more than I do.

You don't have to be so eager to embarrass me.

If that's sharing, I'd rather be ignorant and less blessed.

Oh. I love Thirteen. Bye.

I wanna sleep.

I want friends.

I want boyfriend.

Last but not least, free flow of money.

Everyone has their own facade.

But why am I surprised?

I judged?

I shouldn't have.

Because I'm more than disappointed.

Because I expected too much.

Maybe I'm nothing like what you'd thought.

Well, too bad for you. Because you made the same mistake I made.

And I thought you would be a very good friend.

But right now, I dare not talk to you.

I dare not believe how good I thought you'd be.

Me and my own screwed up assumptions.

I'm too exhausted to undergo an emotional turmoil.

I'm too exhausted to deal with you.

If I have the time, I'd rather sleep.

Synpathy got in! Yayness. I swear my heart almost stopped beating. But *phew* thank god.

School was all right, other than we had to pretend to be somebody else's client and at the same time, the designer.

I love the house I described to my designer!

I will love the house I designed for my client.

But, if only it's true... ):

I WANNA DESIGN MY OWN HOUSE!

In the midst of slogging and rushing out the assignment, we managed to watch Hancock.

It was awesome. Although I wanted Mary to be with John eventually.

But it's good enough.

Much better than Wanted's ending.

I'm so happy that they announced that they're gonna shoot The Brazillian Job, you know, sequel of The Italian Job. Yayness!

Wanted could be such a great movie if:

1. Fox didn't die.

2. it doesn't have such a lousy ending.

I searched high and low for my knee-high socks.

And finally bought a pair from Pull and Bear which isn't the kind of socks I had in mind.

I've decided to ship in a pair of an old school knee-high socks from USA.

Silvercab drivers are bunch of scammers.

Fuck them and the fucking dishonesty.

DRIVER OF SHD1184E. 

YOU'RE ONE BIG LOSER.

You know, while I was on the cab. I overheard the conversation between him and the control.

Another passenger was complaining about him!

HE SCAMMED MEEEEE.

BUTTHOLE!

GEEEEEEEK tomorrow! yays!

Nights. <3

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I am so sleep deprived.

I miss Diva.

I miss the Chicas.

I miss DA15 having many many many fun.

Brother, Mojojojo and Xxian still wanna go Sentosa?

'Cause I wanna go still!!!! :D

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Don't judge.

Don't judge using one incident.

Don't fucking judge.

Because you don't know me at all.