Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 1:00 AM

Women who long, love, lust.
Women who give.
This is the way.
It’s the way that we live.

Talking, laughing, loving, breathing, fighting, fucking, crying, drinking, riding, winning, losing, cheating, kissing, thinking, dreaming.

It’s the way that we live.
And love.

With &hearts
vhyx

Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 1:39 PM
Somebody.
Just stab me now.

With &hearts
vhyx

@ 3:54 AM
Hey love.
Firstly, I'm grateful that God let me meet you in the queerest way ever.
You know, my world would've crumbled days ago if I hadn't have you (clothed or not) in my life.
I wanna to be there just for you, like you did for me.
I have so much to say to you.
But I just can't do it here.

All you need to know is:
If you need a shoulder to cry on.
I've got two here.
If you need somewhere to retreat to.
Don't worry.
You've got me.
I'm here to catch your back (or front).

Lastly.
I'll be the one writing your IMDB page when you make it to Hollywood.
And you'll be the one mentioning me on Ellen Degeneres Show.

Love you, more than what you imagined.
xoxo

With &hearts
vhyx

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 10:37 AM
I embrace the freedom that singlehood has granted me with open hands.
And now, I'm just so used to it, and still loving it.
I just don't think I need to report anything to anybody.
May it be concern or not.
I don't care.
I just don't think I owe anybody any explanation unless you are my mother.
Or my father.

Please don't expect anything from me.
I am not ready to give up anything.
Anyway, I'm just too tired to give it another go.

With &hearts
vhyx

Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 11:15 AM
Sex Bomb said I should be happier.
I know right?
I kinda wanna be happy too?
But how am I supposed to be happy when my sister is going to Aussie with my shoes?
Balls.

It's ok.
It'll be my turn soon.

Plus Sex Bomb said she's gonna sponsor a lot of nougats.
Muahahahahahhahaha!

With &hearts
vhyx

Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 1:16 AM
I never felt anything for that fish.
But right now I feel slightly, weird.
Like losing part of the family.
I just realized that it's gone.
After, a week?

I guess he's right.
I'm ignorant about all the shit happening.

With &hearts
vhyx

Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 2:09 AM

Cheese said she felt like kissing me again (?!?!?!?!?!!!!!).
(Sick) Sanshine came with us too.
I'm sorry you didn't get your porridge tonight because you were 10c short!
Let's go have porridge one day!
Oh!
Rings that say "FRIENDS".

***

My life pretty much sucks without you.
Why are we so distant?
I hate that.
I have no idea what's going on in your life.
Fill me in please.
Can you just spare me some time despite having a busy schedule?


With &hearts
vhyx

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 11:58 PM
Give me a sign.
I am so lost.

With &hearts
vhyx

@ 10:42 PM
To the one who wrote in pink ink

I am officially 18 now.
I can accompany you go drinking.
You disappeared again.
But I believe you. Since you said friend will always be a friend.
And like you did, I always treat you more than just a friend after everything we've been through.
I dare not visit your blog because I'm afraid to find out how much I've missed out in your life.
I know I'm always with my friends but I don't want you to disappear.
I still wanna study with you in UK even if the financial crisis is here to stay.
You're definitely somebody I'll turn to when I have problems.
And yes, you've helped me a lot.
The reason I asked you to stop getting stuff isn't because that I want you to drift apart but because I want to show you that I'm not friend with you just because of you being nice to me.
But I know it's your way of showing that you care. I really appreciate the gesture a lot. You know I do.
You know, I had the best 18 year old birthday ever even without the party you wanted to help me throw.
I was the happiest during the few years I know you.
And I'm still waiting for the scrapbook flash that you promised to make for me when we watched Wild Child together.
I will design your house and you're make a wallpaper for me in return.
And no, it'll not be a cockroach. If not I'll make your house look like a snail shell.
I like your name too. Because it's your name.
I'll remember you. Your design. I will. Forever.
I'll wait for your advertisements to appear. I'll wait for your shop to be opened.
I'll wait for your graphic designs on the shirt.
I'll wait for you to start your own label.
I'll wait for all the things you promised me. I'll wait.

And you are kept in my heart which I hope you'll not break.

I am VHYX.

With &hearts
vhyx

@ 12:54 AM
I just had to tell them how much I appreciate these people in my life.
God gave them to me.
I'm definitely not a religious person.
But I truly believe that I'm extremely lucky to have friends like them.
And they must be here for a reason, just like those shit and obstacles.

I mean. You know they really love you when they say things like this:

I love you ok will never back stab you and im always here to catch you when you fall. ( topless of course hehehe)


And of course.
A really long message that made me cry.
Although it was shared between 2 persons.

But I need you all to know.
I love you all.
I'm more than glad that I have you guys when shit happened.
You all made me feel like nothing in the world matters anymore.
Because the rest of the world doesn't have friends like you all.
But I do.
That's already enough for me.

With &hearts
vhyx

Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 12:38 PM
(I just zoomed in my Blogger page accidentally and panicked because I don't know how to zoom out. )


OMG.
Night at Cheese's place was like happening to the max.
So there were Cheese, Eueu, Abi, Roxy, JK, Mervin, Aris, The Girlfriend, prettaye Cheryl and her boyfriend, Chai (it was the first time that we met them.).
Roxy and Eueu were classics man.
HILARIOUS. Please get drunk again you two.
We really need to do it again.
And I am horribly lazy to post photographs.
Later.
And I left my phone at Cheese's place.
Yay.

***

And the campaign poster.
I am lazy also.

***

I don't know what's wrong.
Do you want me out?
It's hurtful to me.
Very.
It's like being rejected?
I bet you don't know how it feels like.
If you do.
You wouldn't have done what you did.
I don't know babe.
I really don't know anymore.

***

And she told me you're not worth my effort.
I don't know.
I tried.
It was from the bottom of my heart.
But it's all right.
At least I've tried.

Goodbye.

With &hearts
vhyx

Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 7:33 AM
I don't think I should be feeling this at the very moment.
What if really nobody votes for me?
Ohmygod.
Then I'll be traumatized for life.
What if I got in, but I can't work well with the rest.
I don't want to do anything to strain the friendship that we have, or for some, already barely there.

Ohmygod.
This is horrible.

With &hearts
vhyx

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 2:44 PM

So King Arthur died...
Dramamamamamama...
M disappeared...
The Best Friend is actually not my best friend...
Yay for me?

I think I'll be happier after I eat my lunch.
Ok. Byebye.


With &hearts
vhyx

Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 9:42 PM
EDITED @ 2.20AM

Today is my virgin visit to Iluma. :D
Building is kinda cool.
(Sorrayyyy! Please bear with the IAD thingggggggggg.)
Snow merging with fire.
The ceiling has shapes of lava plateaus.
It is extremely contemporary.

Evidently.
Great combo.
Metal, glass, stones.
Red, black, silver, grey and transparent.

So yes!
It was also Syara's and Lina F.'s virgin visit to Ilumaaaaa!

It has an ultra long escalator.
Lina F. very scared. :D

I am taller than her.
Thank you very much.

.
..
...

So yes. We went to watch Friday The 13th.
Finally a break from school and some other disgusting shit that made my life so miserable.
I totally deserve this break.

Anyway. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
OHAMGEEE.
Lina F. and Syara were sitting upright when we first entered the cinema.
But as the show went on, they got lower and lower.
And eventually when the show was about to end, I could no longer see them when I turned my head over.
Because they were all hiding under their bags! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH!
OHAMGEEEEE PLEASE!

Oh yes.
They screamed immediately the show started.
That is right after the introduction of the crew.
That's right!


I think the movie was pretty exciting.
Music at 1:08min was exactly the kind of music you hear through out the movie. (:

This was a funny scene.

(Topless) Girl got hit by boat.
Girl saw Jason.
Girl swam for life.
Girl hid under deck.
Girl saw Jason through the gaps of the deck.
Jason didn't see Girl.
Girl was safe.
.
..
...
..
.

But noOooooOooooOoOoOoOo!
Jason stabbed her head from the gap, pulled her upwards to reveal her tits to remove his long sabre-looking like weapon from her head.
Jason left crime scene.

Oh my god.
It was actually kinda hilarious.

But whoaaaaa! I love the ending.
I LOVE THE ENDING!

Chewy Junior was nice.
But I kinda got cheated.
Cheese sticks aren't cheesy at all.
):

EDITED.
I forgot.
There was this (pretty)(!!!) and hippie caucasian in a white flowy sundress.
She was barefooted.
She is very pretty.
And she smiled at us.
She is very pretty.
BECAUSE LINA F. AND I WERE DANCING TO WONDER GIRLS' NOBODY!
She is very pretty.
I swear!! Actions very small only!! ):
She is very pretty.

"HELLO. My name is VANESSA. I AM CRAZY ABOUT HIP HOP."
Truth is, I can't dance for nuts.











LAST BUT NOT LEAST.


Salangheyo.

***
Anyways.
Had a meeting with CM today.
I really hope that the trip to NYC will be confirmed.
I am dying to go there right now.
): ):

With &hearts
vhyx

Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 2:52 AM
I don't see why I should care so much.
I am learning to live life.
(One life, live it. I say, live it BIG. Live it DRAMATIC.)

I am gonna let it all go.
Pretend that I've never had a friend like you.
Live life, love all those who love me.
Have fun. Play hard. Work smart. Dream big.
The world's gonna end in 2012 anyways.

Anyway.
Should I run for main comm?
Or should I not?

Today was nice.
L came to join the clique for dinner.
Gotta love her for that.

Had a talk with Pong.
We'll be here when shit happens yo!
But try not to let shit happen lar!

I love Cheese's slutty get back stare. <3
Like one classic like that please.
Put it on Facebook and I'll click "I Like" button for sure.
If can, I'll click like 29234980 times.

Ok. Anyways.
Virgin smoke. 050509.
Bye bye.

With &hearts
vhyx

Tuesday, May 5, 2009 @ 1:28 PM
I was hoping that when I wake up this morning, I'll feel revived and new.
But when I woke up this morning, the pain started all over again.
This pain lingers, forever.
You don't know how much you've hurt me, never.

I have trust issues. From today onwards.

With &hearts
vhyx

Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 4:15 PM
I'm using this as a proof.

Khaii


16:14:00
i pay for your meals in school so u can save


NYC. HERE I COME!

With &hearts
vhyx

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